ITZ FINALLII HERE

I DONT BELIEVE IT... WE MADE IT TO 2008... A LOT OF NEW THINGZ HAPPENED
TO ME OVER THA PAST FEW WEEKS LEADING TO THE NEW YEAR... ONE BEING MA
DAD IS NOT IN THA HOUSE, IM MOVIN... AND MA EX IS TRYNA GET BAKK AT
ME... DAMN... I THINK HE SUPRISED ME SO DAMN MUCH I HAD TO WRITE A
SPECIAL POEM.... the onlii thing IS ITS READABLE ONLII THROUGH SIDE
KICKZ...

How You Make Me Feel....
By you know who

I'm tired of being 〒НΣ onlii nigga ← out of 〒НΣ equation...
shyte.... ☆ェ☆ hurt... ☆ェ☆ cry... ☆ェ☆ live mii life as
time passes .·•☆★ＭΣ★☆•·. by... but Dº び
kare... Dº び see 〒НΣ hurt in my ΦΦ'z?

Is it your hand that ☆ェ☆ could use ² wipe away 〒НΣ tears, is
it your chest that ☆ェ☆ confide in when ☆ェ☆ think about all
〒НΣ ＧＤ /"A"\ |"N"| |"|D) all 〒НΣ bad times we HªvΞ
encountered throughout 〒НΣ years.....

Baby び.Я. § distant... § ((【D】【A】【M】【N】)) far
off.... – •●ェÐＫ●• °\(ベ)/° – anymore be
★.·•₢UZ★.·• its ridiculous... how we sorta 』Îォ€
fell off..... ☆ェ☆ thot び loved
.·•☆★ＭΣ★☆•·.... ain't that wat び sed... it
wasn't ∀ problem.. When ∀ nigga was givin び head... but now
☆ェ☆ see /"A"\ |"N"| |"|D) forsee all he darkness that lays
ahead... ☆ェ☆ talk /"A"\ |"N"| |"|D) kan keep talkin but び
wouldn't even had heard ∀ word ☆ェ☆ said....

§ –(question).... will び allow
.·•☆★ＭΣ★☆•·. 〒НΣ luxury of havin び in mii
dreams /"A"\ |"N"| |"|D) in mii thotz....or will び again throw
.·•☆★ＭΣ★☆•·. away 』Îォ€ last years
garbage?....

That is ∀ –(question) that ☆ェ☆ ask myself... day in... day
out... when び may walk out of my life.... I'm hurtin... I'm cryin...
〒НΣ pain is unbearable... no use in denyin... but び again will
never fully understand.... fully grasp 〒НΣ idea... that ☆ェ☆
∀м 〒НΣ best thing that happened ² び... /"A"\ |"N"| |"|D)
☆ェ☆ will be that special one...


SO DO YALL FEEL MY DILEMA? IDK IF U DO BUT IMMA SIT TO MYSELF AND
RECOLLECT ON SOME THINGS... HELL ITS A NEW YEAR... SO IM SHUTTIN DOWN MY
LIFE FOR REANALYZATION....IM TAKIN A LONG LOOK ON WHAT SHOULD NEVER
HAPPEN TO ME IN THE FUTURE OF MY YEAR....
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